Juan

#Core-Curse-Animosity-Predatory: There is a danger in your life, an antagonist or antagonism directed at you either in specific or because of the group or groups you are a part of. It will not be easy in these coming times, it might seem like the easiest thing would be to conform or give up, do not. If nothing else, look to the past, look at those who have conformed, who have mutilated and twisted who and what they are in order to fit in, and see how they are remembered, how even if they did all that was asked of them still they were othered and thrown to the wayside. To conform is to lose, and often die, there is no safety in it.

#Woe-The-Autumn-Queen: The norms and spirit of law are dead. All that remains is the word and even now there are those who are twisting, distorting, and tearing down that which stands in their way. One cannot trust the institutions and such that proclaim to be of the people, especially as they are doing their best to exclude and narrow what it means to be a “person”. Trust in those around you, those you know are trustworthy, and endeavor to be one such person to them in turn.

#Weal-Reverse-II-of-Swords: Stagnation is paramount to death, this uneasy reality you have forged could go on forever yes, but is this what you are truly happy with? Is this what you are content with, yes change can be scary, even terrifying, but without it how could you ever reach for a better future? In the end, only you can break this stalemate, only you have the power to step forward.

#Within-The-Uncanny-Valley-Reversed: You pantomime at what others say is normal, at what others tell you should make you happy but it doesn’t does it? Not really, not when you are alone only with your inner thoughts. Being different need not be a curse, we are all unique in our own ways and others have no right to demand we conform to what they deem “right and moral”. Live what you are, don’t let yourself be twisted by what other think you should be.

#Without-Synergy-Reversed: When connecting with others, be careful you do not become wholly dependent on them, it can be intoxicating to finally have someone who understands, who accepts who and what you are, and all to easy to fall back on bad habits when they are not there. Stand on your own to feet, do things that push your limits and expand your horizons, no matter how small and inconsequential It might seem.

It is going to be hard in the foreseeable future, especially for those who do not fit the mold of what is considered “normal”. Do not let this destroy you, do not let your self be scrubbed clean of what makes you you.

#Core-The-Star: No matter from whence your inspiration comes, it is valid. As long as it inspires you, motivates you, gives you the drive to pursue better and new things, it needs no explanation or outside validation. As long as it inspires you, it is something of worth to behold and take in.

#Woe-0-The-Fool-Reversed: Why so serious? Yes there are terrible things happening, yes it is in some ways absolutely going to get worse, but don’t let it fully and utterly consume you! Feel free to yes and the people around you, commit to a silly bit, have fun and find joy in spontaneous happenings. Take a break, lord knows we all need it.

#Weal-The-Outsider-Reversed: Most are not outsiders by choice, but by outside forces, who cannot and will not let them be accepted both by themselves or others they themselves are accepted by. These people by necessity are something unique and wholly new to most who meet them, and in turn will often be further ostracized. Do Not give in to this. They are people like you and me, treat them as such, and you might find new perspectives and ideas you would never had considered, a view of the world wholly new and wonderful, and most importantly a new friend.

#Within-The-Book-of-War: From your experiences and your knowledge you have devised a plan, an approach to better yourself. To become someone you like more than the you of the now. It will not be without difficulty, without fear, but should you stick to it it will work. The rest is up to you.

#Without-The-Second-of-Autumn: Seek out companionship, make contact with the likeminded, maybe a new group, maybe a forum or discord you have been lurking on for a while. Speak up, make yourself known, reach out and make new friends, we are a social species, regardless of what others in our past might have told us.

Take a moment and enjoy yourself, be your unapologetic weirdest self and find people who match your freak. You’ll be happier for it.

#Core-Six-of-Swords: A journey must be taken, facing that which lies at the core of ourselves, and thus only can be taken by the self. Of others may walk along side us, may keep us company, but they cannot help us here, it is something fundamental, utterly personal that we seek and face. What we see and face will not allow itself to be hidden from, and will demand not but true confrontation.

#Woe-Secrecy-Growth-Protection: It is so tempting to hide, to bunker and hunker down, to think it’s not yet time, that we could prepare more, practice more, to gather more supplies. But if we let ourselves be trapped in this mindset, then we will never cross that line into “good enough” and instead tread into the territory of to old, to late. Begin now, commence the march, yes it is terrifying, do it terrified, what matters is that you are doing it.

#Weal-9-of-Swords: Acknowledgment and forgiveness hurts, especially when we have no one to blame for these hurts except ourselves. To acknowledge one’s failings, and one’s self harms and forgive them is seemingly impossible, for what are we underneath them? But we can’t truly step forward until we have done so. We can’t progress until we tear them open to heal truly and cleanly.

#Within-Reversed-Death: How much has ended at your own two hands that you regret? Projects, passions and relationships that you wish you had powered through, had seen through to completion or had simply never ended? It cant be brought back, it can’t be undone, but can it be salvaged, can it be remade or restarted? Some things cannot, but you would be surprised how much can be brought back if only you put some work into it.

#Without-The-Full-Moon: Focus, do not let yourself be distracted. Do not let yourself be led astray. It will be hard, but hard times are no loner slowly approaching us, they now loom, about to crash upon us. So focus, and set your eyes on the goal, on the journey, and reach its conclusion.

The is no great reward without risk, and what comes will be risky indeed. But in the future, when you look back, should you be true to yourself, the pride you feel will be more than you can imagine.

#Core-Wet-Pants: The immediate broader picture, yes the liquid the pants are wet with is of some importance, but the immediate problem is the pants are wet and it is winter thus cold. Solve the latter before investigating the first.

#Woe-Reverse-Queen-of-Cups: Emotions running high and completely unable to be turned off. Maybe it’s you, maybe it’s someone in your life, whatever the case, this is irrationality and emotionality operating at their most powerful and uncontrollable.

#Weal-The-Natcissist: Yes there are terrible things happening out in the world, happening all around you, that doesn’t mean you can’t take time for your self. There are those who will see anyone relaxing and enjoying themselves and begin screaming about how they are selfish for not burning all they are for others. This is not an excuse to ignore the outside world, but don’t let yourself be dragged into martyrdom by others.

#Within-King-of-Cups: Keep the vibes calm and joyful. Try to raise others spirits and surround yourself with others who do likewise. Don’t let your people slip into despair, and they will act to keep you from it’s insidious grip.

#Without-Reverse-VI-of-Cups: It might be time to step up, and step out into more”mature” things. Leave your safe spaces and creature comforts, put yourself out there and push your boundaries.

Things are difficult, emotions are riding high, don’t let yourself be carried away. Do your best to be a voice of reason, and look for others to connect with. Don’t merely try to return to the normal, advance, but carefully, and with the help of others, don’t merely jump into the deep end.

#Core-XXVIII-The-Satellite-Reversed: The internet and all it contains is not reality, and yet it should not be ignored. In the end of the day, does it matter if something is not real? If those who believe it is act upon what it tells them here in this world of material flesh. Be aware of it, interact and partake, but be careful it does not consume you, and who knows, you might even find something that helps you offline.

#Woe-Reverse-II-of-Wands: There is an obvious choice and path in front of you, yet you hesitate to take it. For whatever reason you dig in your heels, you fret and catastrophize, thinking of all the ways it might all go wrong. Yet deep down you know what the right choice is, it’s right in front of you, so take it.

#Weal-The-Autumn-Lady: It is time to move on and move past. Mourn and be nostalgic, but don’t let it tie you down from progressing. Continue forward, continue onwards.

#Within-IX-of-Pentacles: Take a moment, and consider yourself. All that you have learned, your mistakes and successes. Consider who and what you are. Acknowledge how far you have come, and how to use it all going forward.

#Without-7-Receptivity: Be open minded, do not merely do things because “it has always been done this way” or some variation of it. Seek out sources, seek out further knowledge, those with lived experience. Do not let yourself be swayed by the first voice, but keep in mind the individual voices of the many.

We will never return to “normal”, and the desire is not there, at least from the masses that you may very well count yourself at least in part of. It is the time to try something new, to seek out those who have long since seen the writing on the walls and begun to prepare for the new. To see how to help them, and those who come after.